i am alone on a county route i made my way back home no one to hear my thoughts or tell me no i don't know if you see my while i'm out please let me know a random thought did i leave on the stove on an automotive quest to cleanse my soul to clear my mind is just to let you go wholeheartedly i swear i told you so where did i go please forgive me while i leave i need to go and don't forget me when i need your hand to hold o what a thought to be with you it can't be so and i don't know why the embers in my heart will often glow at the mention of your name i need to go at the whisper of your voice i need to go to a lighthouse by the shore i need to go
Track Name: where did you go?
i'm alone on a friday night hope you make it home hope you'll be alright and i figured that you're gone for good did you leave behind what you said you would saddle up sarah without saying goodbye and it's not for me to say i don't want to go home anyway it doesn't matter much to me can't you see i'm lying all my life walking out the door pacing back and forth masquerade is this just a game i don't want to play where did you go?
Track Name: isle of the linden trees
fallen on the holly leaves tattered shirt and dirty knees and i don't know if it's worth it don't tell me i deserve it and i'm pleading for your sympathy so please excuse my apathy but it's not the same without you i hope happiness surrounds while you cling on to your rosary kneading claws attentively waiting for the phone to ring hum the promised song you sing escape from your reality isle of the linden trees wayward west away from me measured by eternity searching for a second sun warmth enough for everyone stable will the horses keep neighing whispered silent sleep and gentle as the giant beast friendship forged in fancy feast noise will spook the herd away sorry for the long delay a misty mountain howling wind pounds the door of winter's friend come on in the water's warm shame you couldn't stay so long escape from your reality isle of the linden trees wayward west away from me measured by eternity
Track Name: monday
every morning i wake up with a minimal give-a-fuck i don't want to go to work i don't want to go and i realize it's saturday i close my eyes but the feeling stays i don't want to wake up i don't want to wake until monday rolls around the bend and i get to go and see my friends i don't want to go home i don't want to go and some days lack my comprehension forgive me for i failed to mention i love her so i don't want to though and i'm waiting for the invitation i hesitate celebration the table's set she's not hungry yet and i swear it's not what it seems i split my sides bust my seams unmendable irreparable and monday makes its rounds again and i pay my dues skip the rent my week is spent hasn't even started yet and i'm counting on the send/receive but sometimes she won't respond to me no wonder why i wonder why and i know it's some fault of mine i could drive away do some time somewhere else i could try again but monday makes me think again i could stick it out thick and thin the worst is through start my life anew and monday rolls around the bend and i get to go and see my friends i don't want to go home i don't want to go every morning i wake up with a minimal give-a-fuck i don't want to go to work i don't want to go
Track Name: idée fixe
unsubstantive scared to be alone post-week spent pretending he's the one except i saw you stalling you've been calling me though he's the one waking with you i've asked you before times four or more downright disappointed you won't find me tonight quenched at jun- and sam- quell i am inhibited prohibited a longing to exhibit it a little bit older wiser tempt me to jump off that high riser in this center city solitary an ego boost a naïf to rest his roost kobolds and ingénues idée fixe
Track Name: you might not say
you were taken by the morning light mistaken by the warning might be aching by the phone and i could show you what it means to be and hold you close in time of need o darling could you know but you intend to be all alone and are you begging for my heart to stay awaiting your return someday i promise you i will and i know you won't agree with me you might not say but i can see it in your eyes and i can hear you scream at the night